![]() I had never seen such pain and such confidence living in the same eyes when she told me, ‘’I don’t know what I am going to do, but I know who I belong to.’’ And for a moment, I was so happy for her and something inside of me wished that somehow before she passed away, she would pass on her confidence in God to me like a family picture. Last year, my grandmother laid in a hospital bed like a man in a bus top waiting for God to come pick her up and take her home. ![]() But never enough answers and my faith is small enough to fit in the cracks of my palms.Įvery night I lay down to sleep, the city of my mind is attacked by a legend of questions threatening the living rooms of my sanity and holding them hostage! Lord Can you help me? The shadow of a doubt that I have lived in its darkness for so long and now it seems like I have all the right questions. To never know the day that you will finally be able to live beyond the shadow of a doubt. What it feels like to have your entire belief system over load by skepticism. But she knew without a doubt that it was to be true because after all, mommy said so.Īnd that was the first time in my life that I looked straight into the eyes of a child and envied them because she had no idea of what it feels like to doubt. I remember my little niece ran up to me one day and told me, ‘we learnt about Jesus today.’’ And I could tell by her smile that she was so excited to learn about this man that she did not quite know yet.
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